What is love?

..Baby don't hurt me, don't hurt me no more! lol ok enough of the Night at the Roxbury theme now seriously...
Idk what love is I have never even had a girlfriend... Yeah I know big surprise! Who would think some one important enough to have there very own blog would be a big loser!? LOL I know As an army recruiter once said to me over the phone I'm a sarcastic mother fucker!

But, I digress. I think I have a better Idea of what is to me since I met this girl from down under, something about her drives me wild. Although I have never met this young woman I feel a certain warmth in my heart when I hear her voice through my cheep head phones and hear her sing a silly song that spells my name while she strums her guitar giddily. Then I sigh contently to myself...

Someone once said to be loved you must first love your self... but I'm not convinced thats how it works... I think to love your self you have to love some one who loves you and I think I feel that when I conversating with my lady from the bottom of the earth. Its more then a little frustrating to know someone cares but are not there to hug when you need it, and distance can put a strain on any relationship. But I know I would not give up what we have for anything. Idk if its love but its something and I am extremely grateful to have her as a good friend!

Until next time this was a rambling thought brought to you by the brain of Nathaniel!