Everyone says so... lol.
I want one but I feel I have less then nothing to offer someone, and you need some kind of collateral to be of importance to some one. Whether is money or something less tangible and I'm not sure if I have any of that anymore. LOL things didn't work out with the person from my last blog but really how could they have? It was nice while it lasted though! I wish I knew more about women and myself and the world in general but, Idk how to learn... I think step one would be getting a job that doesn't make me want to kill myself. My last few jobs were dish washer and packager at a factory. But I sort of got fired form those... If only I had a car. I guess I'm afraid to move on in my life. I should probably have gone to collage but I feel like I know less every day and just could not make it. And now I feel like I'm bitching too much. LOL you know I should be using this time in my life to gain skills and I have not all I have done is waist paper drawign dirty cartoons and not really working to get better. Well I'm going to change that right now. I am going to learn another language and get better at drawing . Ok here I go watch me!
Monday, May 23, 2011
Friday, December 17, 2010
What is love?
..Baby don't hurt me, don't hurt me no more! lol ok enough of the Night at the Roxbury theme now seriously...
Idk what love is I have never even had a girlfriend... Yeah I know big surprise! Who would think some one important enough to have there very own blog would be a big loser!? LOL I know As an army recruiter once said to me over the phone I'm a sarcastic mother fucker!
But, I digress. I think I have a better Idea of what is to me since I met this girl from down under, something about her drives me wild. Although I have never met this young woman I feel a certain warmth in my heart when I hear her voice through my cheep head phones and hear her sing a silly song that spells my name while she strums her guitar giddily. Then I sigh contently to myself...
Someone once said to be loved you must first love your self... but I'm not convinced thats how it works... I think to love your self you have to love some one who loves you and I think I feel that when I conversating with my lady from the bottom of the earth. Its more then a little frustrating to know someone cares but are not there to hug when you need it, and distance can put a strain on any relationship. But I know I would not give up what we have for anything. Idk if its love but its something and I am extremely grateful to have her as a good friend!
Until next time this was a rambling thought brought to you by the brain of Nathaniel!
Idk what love is I have never even had a girlfriend... Yeah I know big surprise! Who would think some one important enough to have there very own blog would be a big loser!? LOL I know As an army recruiter once said to me over the phone I'm a sarcastic mother fucker!
But, I digress. I think I have a better Idea of what is to me since I met this girl from down under, something about her drives me wild. Although I have never met this young woman I feel a certain warmth in my heart when I hear her voice through my cheep head phones and hear her sing a silly song that spells my name while she strums her guitar giddily. Then I sigh contently to myself...
Someone once said to be loved you must first love your self... but I'm not convinced thats how it works... I think to love your self you have to love some one who loves you and I think I feel that when I conversating with my lady from the bottom of the earth. Its more then a little frustrating to know someone cares but are not there to hug when you need it, and distance can put a strain on any relationship. But I know I would not give up what we have for anything. Idk if its love but its something and I am extremely grateful to have her as a good friend!
Until next time this was a rambling thought brought to you by the brain of Nathaniel!
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Loser
Well although I have no followers I'll continue to write in this maybe some day someone will see it and get a laugh out of my lack of antics.
Any way I'm wasting the day playing runescape... this game is crappy but I cant afford World of Warctaft so what am I to do? Get a job and buy it? Yeah idk if thats gunna happen any time soon lol.
Yeah I need a job...
Nothing happened today. I listened to 99.1 the Waal on the internet and played games lol.... and I have not had any interesting thoughts on anything. Oh this must be fun to read!
well peace out
See you in hell Cheney!
Any way I'm wasting the day playing runescape... this game is crappy but I cant afford World of Warctaft so what am I to do? Get a job and buy it? Yeah idk if thats gunna happen any time soon lol.
Yeah I need a job...
Nothing happened today. I listened to 99.1 the Waal on the internet and played games lol.... and I have not had any interesting thoughts on anything. Oh this must be fun to read!
well peace out
See you in hell Cheney!
Sunday, February 21, 2010
I just don't know...
Last night I had a dream about a burka wearing woman, who was the wife of some rich man, being interviewed on the news. They asked her what it was like being married to such an influencial man? And also 'what it was like to have an 18 foot long penis?' and then the camera pans down and under a vael snakeing across the floor the camera floowed its lenth. Then I woke up...
What in the hell is going on in my mind? LOL
What in the hell is going on in my mind? LOL
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Most likely pointless/first blog
Howdy,
I'm probably setting my self up for failure but, I can't really see where having this could take me.
I know nothing about blogs anyway. So I guess I'm supposed to talk about what ever I feel like here...
Ok I think I'll start by going over a recent experiance I had going out to diner with my mother, youngest brother and his girl friend. I was having another boreing evening here when they called me up and invited me along for dinner. So I went since thats better then sitting around here doing nothing playing games on the internet.
Anyway we were on our way not knowing really where we were going. My brother exclaimed that he wanted pancakes or something and suggested we go to Denny's. I didn't feal like pancakes but they said they had burgers and other stuff as well so I thought It would be ok. I had never been there before and I was excited to be trying out something new. When we got there we went over the menu I thought the burger looked good so I ordered it.
But looks can be deceving ... after some time everyone got there food. Now that I saw the burger up close I could inspect it for my self they got my order wrong I asked for cheddar not american cheese but, I like both so I let it slide. It was A little light on the lettus but it was crisp and green, the tomatoes and onions were also fresh, the pickles were perfect not mushy like some are and the bun was also good.
Notice anything missing from this burger? The meat your prime ingrediant it was absolutlely the worst quality I have ever had, even the hamburgers surved in your common school lunch room were supirior. It tasted of a dirty microwave and was absolutly driping in grease it was like bitting into a wet sponge.
I wounder why In this kitchen that this was the only thing they seemed not to care about everything else was good we all tried each others dishes my brothers breakfast sandwich was decent, his girl friends chicken sandwich was also not bad... my mom also bought a burger so she was in the same situation.
But I didn't let it ruin my evening I just finished my fries and put the burger in a to go box,(why waste a nice bit of dog food) and we all had desert which was also quite good a brownie with fot fudge and ice cream, and a apple crisp thing, we all split them. And the pancakes my brother didn't finnish were claimed by some old woman and her husband who finished before we had, then they told us about the birds why they fed it to and the hawk who would eat next to the smaller birds... interesting story if not random.
We finished the night with some shoping mostly to walk around and work off all the calories we just had and to play around. I also got a nice shirt so it was a fun evening after all.
I'm probably setting my self up for failure but, I can't really see where having this could take me.
I know nothing about blogs anyway. So I guess I'm supposed to talk about what ever I feel like here...
Ok I think I'll start by going over a recent experiance I had going out to diner with my mother, youngest brother and his girl friend. I was having another boreing evening here when they called me up and invited me along for dinner. So I went since thats better then sitting around here doing nothing playing games on the internet.
Anyway we were on our way not knowing really where we were going. My brother exclaimed that he wanted pancakes or something and suggested we go to Denny's. I didn't feal like pancakes but they said they had burgers and other stuff as well so I thought It would be ok. I had never been there before and I was excited to be trying out something new. When we got there we went over the menu I thought the burger looked good so I ordered it.
But looks can be deceving ... after some time everyone got there food. Now that I saw the burger up close I could inspect it for my self they got my order wrong I asked for cheddar not american cheese but, I like both so I let it slide. It was A little light on the lettus but it was crisp and green, the tomatoes and onions were also fresh, the pickles were perfect not mushy like some are and the bun was also good.
Notice anything missing from this burger? The meat your prime ingrediant it was absolutlely the worst quality I have ever had, even the hamburgers surved in your common school lunch room were supirior. It tasted of a dirty microwave and was absolutly driping in grease it was like bitting into a wet sponge.
I wounder why In this kitchen that this was the only thing they seemed not to care about everything else was good we all tried each others dishes my brothers breakfast sandwich was decent, his girl friends chicken sandwich was also not bad... my mom also bought a burger so she was in the same situation.
But I didn't let it ruin my evening I just finished my fries and put the burger in a to go box,(why waste a nice bit of dog food) and we all had desert which was also quite good a brownie with fot fudge and ice cream, and a apple crisp thing, we all split them. And the pancakes my brother didn't finnish were claimed by some old woman and her husband who finished before we had, then they told us about the birds why they fed it to and the hawk who would eat next to the smaller birds... interesting story if not random.
We finished the night with some shoping mostly to walk around and work off all the calories we just had and to play around. I also got a nice shirt so it was a fun evening after all.
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