I need a girl friend

Everyone says so... lol.

I want one but I feel I have less then nothing to offer someone, and you need some kind of collateral to be of importance to some one. Whether is money or something less tangible and I'm not sure if I have any of that anymore. LOL things didn't work out with the person from my last blog but really how could they have? It was nice while it lasted though! I wish I knew more about women and myself and the world in general but, Idk how to learn... I think step one would be getting a job that doesn't make me want to kill myself. My last few jobs were dish washer and packager at a factory. But I sort of got fired form those... If only I had a car. I guess I'm afraid to move on in my life. I should probably have gone to collage but I feel like I know less every day and just could not make it. And now I feel like I'm bitching too much. LOL you know I should be using this time in my life to gain skills and I have not all I have done is waist paper drawign dirty cartoons and not really working to get better. Well I'm going to change that right now. I am going to learn another language and get better at drawing . Ok here I go watch me!